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Thursday, August 25, 2005
Me & Me again
I have always beeen strong.. No matter what happened, I've always tried to put on a straight face as if nothing much happened... I've always tried.. No matter what.. But now... Things have changed.. I am no longer who I used to be.. I am definitely tired.. Tired of giving in, Tired of being the weaker one.. The feeling I cant explain.. What should I do? I still have hope, I dont wanna give it up just yet.. But how do I make it work? It cant be Me & Me all the time.. Why cant it be you? For once? Too much to ask for? Too bad.. I cant hold on to it anymore.. I really cant.. Do I have a choice? I always have a choice.. & its up to me.. But I chose to be in it & stay.. What do you reckon? Walking away is not a simple thing to do.. I cant bring myself to do it.. Its hard.. Do I need help? No, I dont think so.. I can handle this on my own.. Like how I've always managed all this while.. But, am I forcing myself now? Yes? No? I dont know.. I really dont.. Comtemplate & contemplate.. Its never gonna end.. I'm going berserk.. Soon... Very soon......
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