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Tuesday, July 18, 2006

Memories...

Memories of Abg Ishak Ahmad suddenly came to my mind.

I just did a show with him & my B2 on Saturday, and suddenly, news of him passing on came as a shock to me on Thursday.

I cried, and I felt lost for that moment.

He was one of those who motivates me.

I knew him even before Anugerah Skrin.

He always tell me, if you want to do well, always remember to be humble, and always start from the bottom, no matter how small a function is.

Semoga Allah mencucuri Rahmat-nya....

These few days have been really emotional for me.

I don't know why, but I seem to be thinking of something that I myself cant figure out.

I feel hurt & sad, but I dont know why.

Im feeling like I'm being used and Im sad.

I'm disappointed, and I give up.

I just dont know how or what to do anymore.

Well, I'll just leave it to Him to decide what my future is.

What lies ahead of me.

Been busy with work lately.

Been tired but happy.

So far so good, I'm enjoying myself well at work and getting adapt to the environment and culture.

Been pretty much at home most of the time especially on my off days, unless I have shoots or hanging out with my beloved Ibu.

I know how bored she can be at home, so if i have the spare time ( & spare cash most importantly.. hehe ), I'll bring her out.

At the same time, I'd like to congratulate Diah on her pregnancy, aku lak yg excited!!!

& Nurul, I guess, in this industry, there is no running away from those rumours.

Well, that's life as a celebrity, sabar je la ye, nanti dorang dah penat, mesti semua diam.

Or maybe ada target baru, then thy will stop talking about you.

At least, your loved ones and good friends are around by your side, to support you.

I'm off tomorrow, and I have something to do.

Will keep you update.

I'm nervous & excited at the same time.

Its nothing big, but it sure sounds fun!!

Stay around!!!


Upclose and personal. This is my blog, my rants. My stories of life. I'm just your average girl next door. Need I say more? I write about what I think feels. I don't care about what you think about me 'cause it don't matter. If you think you don't like me or my blog, you can leave. Otherwise, come on in and hear my rants!! =) A year older comes May second. Sexy, Naughty, Bithcy ME! dylalicious@gmail.com Chat. Nuffang. Tweet Tweet Tweet. Archives. June 2004 July 2004 August 2004 October 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 June 2008 August 2008 September 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 October 2009 November 2009 January 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 December 2010 November 2011	Tuesday, July 18, 2006 Memories... Memories of *Abg Ishak Ahmad* suddenly came to my mind. I just did a show with him & my B2 on Saturday, and suddenly, news of him passing on came as a shock to me on Thursday. I cried, and I felt lost for that moment. He was one of those who motivates me. I knew him even before Anugerah Skrin. He always tell me, if you want to do well, always remember to be humble, and always start from the bottom, no matter how small a function is. Semoga Allah mencucuri Rahmat-nya.... These few days have been really emotional for me. I don't know why, but I seem to be thinking of something that I myself cant figure out. I feel hurt & sad, but I dont know why. Im feeling like I'm being used and Im sad. I'm disappointed, and I give up. I just dont know how or what to do anymore. Well, I'll just leave it to Him to decide what my future is. What lies ahead of me. Been busy with work lately. Been tired but happy. So far so good, I'm enjoying myself well at work and getting adapt to the environment and culture. Been pretty much at home most of the time especially on my off days, unless I have shoots or hanging out with my beloved Ibu. I know how bored she can be at home, so if i have the spare time ( & spare cash most importantly.. hehe ), I'll bring her out. At the same time, I'd like to congratulate Diah on her pregnancy, aku lak yg excited!!! & *Nurul*, I guess, in this industry, there is no running away from those rumours. Well, that's life as a celebrity, sabar je la ye, nanti dorang dah penat, mesti semua diam. Or maybe ada target baru, then thy will stop talking about you. At least, your loved ones and good friends are around by your side, to support you. I'm off tomorrow, and I have something to do. Will keep you update. I'm nervous & excited at the same time. Its nothing big, but it sure sounds fun!! Stay around!!! 6:50 PM ·