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Tuesday, October 17, 2006

A LOVE Entry

Its been a while since my last entry.

I have been in deep thoughts for the last couple of days.
Its funny how sometimes, something just came up to you for no specific reasons and it made me ponder for a while.

Been thinking about my family.
About my Dad, how he is coping along working wih a difficult employer.
I know, its funny how at times, I feel like I hate him for what he did to the family.
But I have him to thank for who I am today.
I have always been close to him ever since I was young. I love him a lot and I know for sure that no matter what happens or what he did to our, or MY family, he's still MY Dad.

My Ibu, for all the hard work she did at home. Heh.
She sacrificed a lot for our family, although at times, we dont really appreciate the things she did for us.
We've always taken her for granted, not realising it.
I was never close to her before. I hated her! I never got along with her at all back then when I was in school.
I even told my primary school mates that she was my step-mother.
Astaghfirullah! I regretted it now.
I hated her cos she's always so abusive - in a good way I realised now.
She would always spank me, pinch me whenever I did something wrong and always raised her voice at me.

I got closer to her a couple of years back after what happened to my family.
It came as a"kesedaran" to me that she needed someone to talk to and that she merely wanted someone to show that we cared.
She was patient with us, and yet we didnt respect her as a Mother. Especially me to the exact.

My relationship with my siblings have always been very good.
They tell me their problems whenever they are down, and they talk to me when they need help.
I really treasure the closeness I have with my siblings.

My fiancee, Is has always been patient with me. With my attitude and my being unreasonable. Of course things happen for a reason, and after the ups and downs that we went through a few months back, we learnt how to give and take more.
I guess, at times, when you are with someone for a long time, we all take each other for granted and not appreciate each other - not realising that we are doing it.
Even when someone tells us about it, we are always in denial.

When you are with someone for a while, you tend to be attached to that particular person and not stand up on your own two feet.
You tend to be attached in the sense that it becomes a habit that you are with that someone and not spend quality time.

You feel weird being alone.
We all learn from mistakes and that was a few mistakes that I learnt about my relationship.
I treasure him for who he is now - for understanding me for me.

Our relationship is going stronger than ever.

No secret recipe!! Heh

Thank you so much for your support in all that I do!!

There is another special man in my life. I simply love him. Although he's not mine, he will always be a part of me.

He's cheeky, smart and funny and cute in his own way. Naughty and mischievous too.

I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!


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