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Friday, November 30, 2007

I cant take it anymore

I lurve him.. lots..
SO true.
But yet, I'm not sure if everything's gonna be alright.

I'm confused, upset, sad and hurt.
I really dont know if this is the right time or right one.

Its just so sad that all this had to happen now, and the feeling came suddenly.
I've been waiting for a while to say it, but I guess now is the right time.
I cant stand it any longer.
I cant hold on any more.
I'm hurt too much for you to even realise.
I cant give in any further.
I'm sad you dont even care.

Since you wont bother about anything at all, I wont be bothered to waste my time talking to you, period.
You know who you are.
You only care about how you feel, and what you wanna feel.
What about mine?
My feelings and emotions.
And my thoughts and views.
I thought by now, we should know each other well enough, but I am definitely wrong.
You've caused enough strain to me and I dont even know if I can ever forgive you.
I MIGHT forgive, BUT I will never FORGET.
YOU especially.

For now, I'm pushing you aside to care for my sick granny.
Been shuttling around between home, work and hospital.
Alhamdullillah, all is well.
She just got discharged after 5 days in hospital.
I'm thinking FOR her and OF her.
You are out of my mind - for ow - I guess.

I dont know how long I can hold out any longer.


Upclose and personal. This is my blog, my rants. My stories of life. I'm just your average girl next door. Need I say more? I write about what I think feels. I don't care about what you think about me 'cause it don't matter. If you think you don't like me or my blog, you can leave. Otherwise, come on in and hear my rants!! =) A year older comes May second. Sexy, Naughty, Bithcy ME! dylalicious@gmail.com Chat. Nuffang. Tweet Tweet Tweet. Archives. June 2004 July 2004 August 2004 October 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 June 2008 August 2008 September 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 October 2009 November 2009 January 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 December 2010 November 2011	Friday, November 30, 2007 I cant take it anymore I lurve him.. lots.. SO true. But yet, I'm not sure if everything's gonna be alright. I'm confused, upset, sad and hurt. I really dont know if this is the right time or right one. Its just so sad that all this had to happen now, and the feeling came suddenly. I've been waiting for a while to say it, but I guess now is the right time. I cant stand it any longer. I cant hold on any more. I'm hurt too much for you to even realise. I cant give in any further. I'm sad you dont even care. Since you wont bother about anything at all, I wont be bothered to waste my time talking to you, period. You know who you are. You only care about how you feel, and what you wanna feel. What about mine? My feelings and emotions. And my thoughts and views. I thought by now, we should know each other well enough, but I am definitely wrong. You've caused enough strain to me and I dont even know if I can ever forgive you. I MIGHT forgive, BUT I will never FORGET. YOU especially. For now, I'm pushing you aside to care for my sick granny. Been shuttling around between home, work and hospital. Alhamdullillah, all is well. She just got discharged after 5 days in hospital. I'm thinking FOR her and OF her. You are out of my mind - for ow - I guess. I dont know how long I can hold out any longer. 5:13 PM ·