Bogeh

U knw, Im officially a bogeh now.

The doc decided only one tooth was important to be surgically removed yesterday.
And no, they didnt put me to sleep, too bad.
I was expecting them to sedate me, but instead, they only numb that particular area so that I wont feel any pain.

And though I didnt feel any pain, I could literally see what the doctor was doing.
Be it showing me the syringe to inject my gums. It was as if he was doing it on purpose.

I knew my tooth has already broken and badly decayed and it was a little challenging for him to do it. I could feel the pain when he tried extracting it.
I was literally shivering through out the process.
I dont know why. I was afraid of the pain and the phobia came back.

I had a bad experience when I was in school.
Remember the teacher used to call our names to go to the dentist once a while?
The stupid dentist or nurse in my school was a little impatient and because of what the student before me did, she vent her anger on me and it was damn painful I tell u!!
Stupid piece of shit!!

Anyway, the last straw came when I saw the doctor "sewing" up my wound.
The thread and all, I almost fainted!!
But I'm thankful that all went well. Alhamdullillah.

I'm still resting at home for now and am going to the office tomorrow to submit my mc.
Having SEP on Tuesday and Wednesday. Wet one.
I hope I've fully recovered cos when the doc asked, I told him I would have felt better by then.
Insya allah.

Weekends pass by so fast.
We just sent Daniel Irfan home. The house is so damn quiet without him around.
I'm missing him already.

We watched him grow up, from a normal 2.7kg to a hefty 50kg boy now.
And he is getting smarter each day.
For example, after watching the ad on "sms 1, 2, 3 or 4 to 73388" - he asked me for my hp and pretend to wanna play games.
After a while, I see him disappear and he came out from my room with the hp on his ear.
I smelt a rat, and when I checked my last number dialled, it was indeed 73388!!!
And when I asked him abt it, he just said that he was trying his luck.
ANd when probed further, his answer was, "the person on phone said "You are a loser""
Imagine with his "selamba" face, it was damn hilarious.
I couldnt get angry with him any further and I started laughing!
This boy is damn smart. AT times, we just dont expect him to react the way he did.

I asked him once if its okay for me to habe a baby.
And his answer was, " NO! "
and when I asked him why, he said, " later mummy dont love me anymore.. "
Awwww... this boy is so sweet!! Sweeter than you Dear.
Heh.

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