Not again....

I was still on mc due to suspected asthma.
I'm only gonna to start work later today to Medan.

Was surprised when the doc told me he suspected that I had asthma.
I had bad flu and fever for the last couple of days, and at night when sleeping, I had wheezing and had difficulty breathing.
That was when I decided to go to the doctor for further check up.

And that was also when he told me he suspected me of having asthma.

I thought, maybe because I was cleaning up my room and house, and the dust and all had caused me the allergy.
Since I had 2 days mc last few days excluding my off days, I cleaned up my room.... with a mask. hahaha

I realised that there were alot of things that was still sitting in my closet/wardrobe/cupboard.
Many things dated from 1997 to 2007. Heh.
I found old letters given to me by my best friend, As when we used to have little misunderstandings. Me and her, we used to exchange letters when we had a misunderstanding or when we need to talk. I still Keep it. =)

Old diaries ( I am THAT emotional ). Tons of old diaries.
I read them a little bit by bit and it was hilarious, I tell you.
So silly of me to have that thought.
Plus I was fat and ugly back then after I stopped playing netball in 1999.

Found old pics of me and Dear when we were just dating.
He was still fit and I was the fat one. But now, things have changed.. hehehehehe =)
How I missed those times.
I found cards written by Dear when we had problems back then and I cried.
That WAS the only time he wrote me cards and gave me gifts and I was so touched.

Anyway, I've cleared some stuffs away, and there are many other things left to clear.
I'm starting to feel so stressed up with all the cleaning part. OMG!!

I wish I could do some magic like Bewitched so that I dont have to clean the mess and my nose wont be running and I wont be suspected of having asthma....

Wishing and dreaming and hoping.........

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