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Thursday, February 19, 2009

Hide my Emotions

You know I love you like I've never Loved before

Great People eases me of my sorrows

Hard Rock Cafe - Last min w/o any planning

The Lovely Ladies that I love so very much
I Love you Dearies

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

Valentine's Day is not meant for me.
I have never experienced a great V day like anyone else.

All these times - coming 10 years being with you, I've never get to celebrate a proper V day.
I understand that you don't believe in celebrating, I totally do.
But cant you just give me some quality time spent as husband and wife.

All these times we were out, we are always with your friends.
I have never once complained or whine.

But this time you were too much.
You cared so much about what your friends think of u.
What about what I feel?
I have never expected anymore from you, but deep inside, I wish that you would think of or for me sometimes.
I am human too, and I have feelings too, for your info.

You've always wanted me to think of your feelings ALL the time, then what am I?
I'm the woman here, and I think its natural for women to be more sensitive than the man.
But in this relationship, I mean, our relationship - or should I say our marriage, it has always been me who give in and think of you.

I am almost giving up after almost a decade.
I'm tired mentally and emotionally.

I've decided that the best way is to just shut the fuck up.
Nothing will work my way even if I had the opportunity to talk things out or reason things out with you.
Why, I wonder?
Is it because men mature later than women?
Or is it because YOU are more sensitive than most women do.

I am always showing everyone around me how happy I am.
How cheerful I am.
How happy go lucky I am.
How stress-free I am.

But nobody knows I AM hurting inside.
About YOU and many more things.
FAMILY.
Even then, YOU are my top priority.
When are you going to realise that?

Silent treatment?
I cant bring myself to it no matter how hard I try.

Best thing now is to hide my emotions.
Better suggestions?


Upclose and personal. This is my blog, my rants. My stories of life. I'm just your average girl next door. Need I say more? I write about what I think feels. I don't care about what you think about me 'cause it don't matter. If you think you don't like me or my blog, you can leave. Otherwise, come on in and hear my rants!! =) A year older comes May second. Sexy, Naughty, Bithcy ME! dylalicious@gmail.com Chat. Nuffang. Tweet Tweet Tweet. Archives. June 2004 July 2004 August 2004 October 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 June 2008 August 2008 September 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 October 2009 November 2009 January 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 December 2010 November 2011	Thursday, February 19, 2009 Hide my Emotions You know I love you like I've never Loved before Great People eases me of my sorrows Hard Rock Cafe - Last min w/o any planning The Lovely Ladies that I love so very much I Love you Dearies ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Valentine's Day is not meant for me. I have never experienced a great V day like anyone else. All these times - coming 10 years being with you, I've never get to celebrate a proper V day. I understand that you don't believe in celebrating, I totally do. But cant you just give me some quality time spent as husband and wife. All these times we were out, we are always with your friends. I have never once complained or whine. But this time you were too much. You cared so much about what your friends think of u. What about what I feel? I have never expected anymore from you, but deep inside, I wish that you would think of or for me sometimes. I am human too, and I have feelings too, for your info. You've always wanted me to think of your feelings ALL the time, then what am I? I'm the woman here, and I think its natural for women to be more sensitive than the man. But in this relationship, I mean, our relationship - or should I say our marriage, it has always been me who give in and think of you. I am almost giving up after almost a decade. I'm tired mentally and emotionally. I've decided that the best way is to just shut the fuck up. Nothing will work my way even if I had the opportunity to talk things out or reason things out with you. Why, I wonder? Is it because men mature later than women? Or is it because YOU are more sensitive than most women do. I am always showing everyone around me how happy I am. How cheerful I am. How happy go lucky I am. How stress-free I am. But nobody knows I AM hurting inside. About YOU and many more things. FAMILY. Even then, YOU are my top priority. When are you going to realise that? Silent treatment? I cant bring myself to it no matter how hard I try. Best thing now is to hide my emotions. Better suggestions? 1:40 AM ·